Jumat, 04 Juli 2008


The word Mother is a synonym for so many words it is incredible.

A Doctor, the many cuts, bruises & aches every child gets

is an emergency & must be attended to.

With a motherly kiss & a questioning 'Is it all better?'

The ailment which was such a tragedy only a moment before,is no longer a problem.

A Comforter, after a nightmare, a mother's embrace while singing

Amazing Grace, assuring her child all is well & the child is no longer afraid.

A Chef, the meals thrice daily always must be tended to,

each an intriguing balance of minerals, vitamins, proteins & who knows what else, but mother.

A Detective, when a favorite puppy or blanket is missing,

Mother is on the case.

If the item is to be found, it is cause for celebration,

perhaps a chocolate chip? But if the lost item is gone,

Mother is there with an encouraging embrace & a sincere 'I am sorry.'

A Beautician, there with the perfect necklace,

or pin to complete the ultimate dress-up outfit.

A Decorator for when her baby

is now a teenager in need of more mature surroundings.

And most importantly, a Mother.

My Mother.

All these words and more are true in describing the word 'Mother',

but can not come close to describing the actual person who performs the job.

Awe, which is the feeling you get thinking about your mother

and what a special person she is.

She always says or does the right thing.

A surprise awaking on your birthday with her sitting on your bed whispering

'Happy Birthday!'

A quiet, loving embrace when a dear friend or pet dies.

An excited 'Yes!' when you won your first horse show ribbon.

A forgiving hug after you throw a temper-tantrum & you realize

what you did.A quiet

'Goodnight, I love you.' At bedtime.

The confiding about your first real crush.

Mother I can't thank you enough for being you.

The times you've said 'I've failed!' That is never so.

All it is, is another learning experience.

No one can be you but you.

Thank you for being a mother to me.

I Love You.

The Perfect Minutes

The table was long, cold, and perfectly shaped. My mom laid there perfectly still. She didn't feel the pain of the long perfect blade, slicing into her small white stomach in a perfect line. I cautiously stood behind the perfect looking doctors in their perfectly comfy scrubs, perfectly green and clThe table was long, cold, and perfectly shaped. My mom laid there perfectly still. She didn't feel the pain of the long perfect blade, slicing into her small white stomach in a perfect line. I cautiously stood behind the perfect looking doctors in their perfectly comfy scrubs, perfectly green and clean. I saw the perfect scarlet blood soaking up into the perfect white cloth. My heart began to thump so perfectly hard. I looked in a daze at the perfectly squeaky clean room. I didn't know what my mom and I were getting into. The small, perfect male doctor reached into the perfect hole in my mom's stomach. He clenched onto a small perfect child. He cautiously pulled out a perfect baby girl. My heart stopped as perfect tears of joy, flowed down my face. Her perfect little cries rang through my ears like a shotgun. Her perfect little toes curled up as her perfect frog legs bounced up to her tummy since she was perfectly breech. Her perfect black eyes stared at me. In just ten perfect minutes, I had witnessed the birth of a perfect new life, come intean. I saw the perfect scarlet blood soaking up into the perfect white cloth. My heart began to thump so perfectly hard. I looked in a daze at the perfectly squeaky clean room. I didn't know what my mom and I were getting into. The small, perfect male doctor reached into the perfect hole in my mom's stomach. He clenched onto a small perfect child. He cautiously pulled out a perfect baby girl. My heart stopped as perfect tears of joy, flowed down my face. Her perfect little cries rang through my ears like a shotgun. Her perfect little toes curled up as her perfect frog legs bounced up to her tummy since she was perfectly breech. Her perfect black eyes stared at me. In just ten perfect minutes, I had witnessed the birth of a perfect new life, come into an unperfect new world.
cinta..sering hadir menambahkan luka...mudah pergi ketika kita mmrlukannya..ia hadir tidak ku dugaia pergi tanpa ku rela...setiap permulaan perhubungandirantai dengan janji2..digantung dengan kata2 manisdiselit sekeping coretan masa depan..dan disertai kabus kasih syg..stinggi langit x terjangkau pandanganseseksa bumi menerima hakisansebigitu lah juga kita,x terjangkau lmbasan masa depanx tertahan mnggung cnta yg x kesampaian..sejauh mana kata2 dpt membuktikan?seluas mana kasih syg dpt mmbhgiakansecantik mana kata2 yg dihiaskan..?hubungan penuh dengan kepalsuan..coretan masa silam bagai byg2..bersambung dgn diri ketika cahaya menyinarinmun ia juga plg jauh dri realiti..wlau sesaat ia xkan kembali..

inside


Inside my heart I can hear a voice

Scream out make me pain

'Love them,,Love them,,Love them...'

I was can't realize why I should hear it

Some firefly give my a light

No, it's not enough, it's too small

Then someboy give me a little candle

I can see some thing arround me

But I'm still feeling could

Then some people come and hugh me

I don't know who they are, and

I don't know where they come from

They just silent and hugh me


Voice inside my heart scream out louder and louder

I run but I can't

So, I try to understand

Their positition in my time

I am who I am

To be the perfect girl, I should be do the risk..
I shoul socialize to other person
I should understand the heart
I should hear the voice inside of me and other person
I should decide depend on the real and heart

and the most important I should be my self

Apapun

Bunda,
Beta tau bunda sayang beta lebih dari segalanya
Beta tau bunda korbankan nyawa untuk beta
Beta tau bunda adalah orang pertama yang menyentuh kulit beta

Bunda,
Mawar adalah merah
Anggrek adalah ungu, dan
Senyum adalah cinta bunda

Bunda,
Selama nyawa ini masih bersatu
Maka selama itu pula beta berusaha
Menjadi anak bunda yang kasih

Kasih rasa sayang menjelma embun
Merembes pada sanubari yang dalam
Saat beta tidur terlelap
Bunda membawakanku pada mimpi dan harap
Dalam hangatnya pangkuan dan pelukmu

maaf bgt

maaf bgt buat kakak kelasku yang dulu anak xi ipa 7..

maaf bgt aku kasar..bukan maksud aku untuk menolak mentah2..tapi memang belum saatnya dan jujur saja aku belum mampu menyesuaikan kondisi..maaf bgt